09 12 / 2012
I want to talk to you so badly, but, of course, that’s not possible. I miss you so much it hurts sometimes. It’s been 6 months now since we lost you, and I keep wondering when it gets easier. I graduated yesterday. I still remember in January when you told me how proud you were and that you thought I would make such a great nurse someday. I think we both knew then you wouldn’t be here to celebrate with me…but neither of us would say that out loud. I know I shouldn’t be so selfish…I praise God every day that I know you’re with Him, and that you’re still looking down on me. I am so thankful you’re no longer suffering or in pain. But I want you here with us. I want to hug you again. I want to have one family gathering and not feel like something is missing.
